It really sucks being the "Golden Child"

I'm the GC to only one parent, my dad. My mother actually resents me for that so I'm the opposite with her (forgot what it was called).Anyway, it really sucks because it causes such a rift between me and my siblings. I get everything and they get nothing. But I dont want everything! My dad literally moved my two sisters from the biggest room in the house (besides the master), put me in that room, and they have to share my old, tiny room because "it doesn't matter what they want".It breaks my heart to see their faces when I get cool stuff when they never get anything. My dad is always like, "Y'all dont need/deserve anything". And I'm just like wtf, dude. Those are your kids, too.And he's always calling them idiots or something insulting like that. He always refers to them as "the rest of them" and openly says that he doesnt have time to remember their names so, he calls them all by the same name.It really hurts when he does that. But it hurts more when I think about how much they must hate me deep down. And how distant we have/might become because of this. via /r/narcissisticparents https://ift.tt/3jaeGKe