It’s nights like these when I wish I had a car, and I could just go.

I had a bad weekend. I did terrible on my SAT and my math test, and I had an overall bad weekend experience. It was cold, my parents went away for the weekend, and I spent all weekend in my house, sleeping, doing homework, or playing video games. These kinds of days really show how lonely I am.I text people, and I’m lucky if I get one word responses. I play multiplayer video games, but with no friends. And ever since all my sports were cancelled for the year, I have nothing to do with myself. The weather’s cold, so I can’t go for bike rides either.So here I am, it’s 9:30 at night, and I take my dog out for a walk. The weather is so beautiful when it rains at night, at just the right temperature.Most of all, I wish I had a car so I could drive around. Maybe pick up some kids I know from school, and listen to my music. That would be heaven for me.My only hope is that college will be better, but my SAT scores won’t allow me to get as much money as I hoped, and Idek if I’ll even go next year because of coronavirus.I thtink I’m depressed, it comes in waves. One week I’m happy, the next I’m back in hell via /r/lonely https://ift.tt/36Vvb9T