I feel stuck in life

I’m one of 4 kids I’m the second one and I feel like somethings wrong but I don’t know. For some backstory I have one older and two younger siblings. Of the younger ones one has a hormone problem and the other adhd. I just feel like I kind fade into the background nothings ever about me and there’s no time for me. I failed test in middle school and no one cared I get straight A’s in high school and one cares. But if any other kid grade go down there’s a whole big deal and if they get a good grade it’s a whole big deal. I kinda get written off and it just builds. For my birthday I parent once even wrote I fade in to the background and hurts but I feel like I can’t act out cause I don’t want problems but I can’t actually say anything cause I just cry and stress people out. I just want a little attention just an acknowledgment that m doing well like everyone else gets. I know they have a lot to deal with and that my siblings may need more attention cause of problems or college but I’m getting good grades I’m helping other kids in class I just want a “good job” this is kind of a rant to feel better but someone tell me if I’m being crazy.TLDR: I’m a middle child I need validation. Is that wrong? via /r/family https://ift.tt/2Gcrdik