I feel lost and worthless

Okay, so, this is my first post so here goes nothing. I’m the typical loner people usually poke fun at during classes, I’m 18, male, single, and average physically. I used to be a normal guy with a group of friends, decent grades and good at sports, but since my uncle died, I feel like I’m falling apart. To give some context, my parents worked a lot when I was a kid and I barely saw them in my day to day life (and when I did, my dad beat me a lot) so they would usually just drop me off at my aunt and uncle’s house and so I became really attached to them. As I grew up I had all of the usual stuff a teen has like being horny or getting sad out of nowhere, but eventually grew out of it. The problem is that, day by day I feel like I lost all my talents, I feel just an average guy lost in the crowd, I used to be a creative and eccentric type of kid, now I can’t even find a reason to get out of bed. My father had intensive therapy and is now a calmer guy, luckily for my younger brother, and he keeps telling me i should go back to being an athlete, but I just can’t be excited about anything, I just go to school and come home to play games so the day goes by faster. I don’t know what to do next, I feel lost and I feel just “below average”, and it feels awful, I can barely recognize myself, and I’m scared it will get worse. Sorry if I made any grammar mistakes, I’m not English, and thank you for reading (if anyone does), I really needed to get this off my chest. via /r/Advice https://ift.tt/3l28h4v