My first day subbing was a mixed bag. But I think I want to become a science teacher!

I had my first day of substitute teaching on Friday! It was for 6th grade and it was a mixed bag for sure. The first class was a total joy. They stayed quiet and on task. I was able to help and answer students' math questions. Many of them had really cute and funny things they wanted to share with me, and I really enjoyed the classroom environment.The second class was a PE period and was basically hell on wheels. The kids were name-calling, fighting, yelling, and being crazy dramatic. I ended up having to call the office because the students were so out of control and some were making phone calls to their parents about some crazy drama that I wasn't able to help them figure out. I tried to clam them down and get them back on track but all hell broke loose.I was stressed for the rest of the day feeling like I was a failure and afraid to turn the keys into the office at the end of the day because I was afraid they were going to tell me how I did everything wrong and not want me to come back.To my surprise, they actually apologized to me for how bad that class was, told me that I did the right thing, and that it wasn't my fault but that the students were taking advantage of having a sub and would be disciplined. They told me how much they appreciate me being there and want me back (my area is desperate for subs now).I was so relieved and it felt so good to be appreciated. All the other teachers and staff I spoke with throughout the day also told me how grateful they were to have me there.Even though part of the day was a nightmare, all the sweet kids and positive interactions I had made up for it. I'm doing subbing to see if a teaching career is for me, and I can't wait to try other grades and other schools to keep exploring the idea. But I overall just loved being in the classroom and I'm thinking teaching might be right for me! My goal is high school earth science and chemistry. via /r/ScienceTeachers https://ift.tt/30xvnIm