Just Turnesd 20 and I won’t to say a little fair well and a bit of advice

I am dyslexic so sorry for spelling and grammar So what a time it was I barely remember many of my early teen memories at all reallt I only reallt remember not getting on with my mom and have a extmelet strong bond with my dad but I do remember beinf 15-16 and just starting to find interest in girls and get my first gf don’t do what I do and go out with the first girl that gives you attention or go out with someone before actually meeting them first I made many mistakes while I was 15-16 being a straight up assholee to some girls and I distinctly remember my relationship with my mom getting even worse at this point then I left school started college during this time you will lose a good amount of friends from school who you thought were good friends but you will grow out or due to many reasons mjne was because they were dicks anyway I meet my amazing gf who I’m still with now 16-18 did not change much tbh I was a idiot with my money never saved it spent it on just stupid crap never put it in my bank for some odd reason still having a crap relationship with my mom I was lazy at this point I did not get a job and used the excuse I’m at college it’s fine it wasn’t I was a lazy shit and it took almsot ruining my relationship with my gf I also started eating bad food a lot I did not control over it and pretty much would get a McDonald or kfc whne ever I was near one so for god sake try and control yourself when you leave school as it’s really you’re first taste of freadom in some aspects then 18-19 my last year at college my mentel health is worse than ever me and my moms relationship is worse than ever and my grandad who raised me as a kids passed away jan 1st this year I’m not gonna lie it sucks massively the first person you lose will be bad but just know when you cry it’s not because they are gone it’s because of all the amazing times you had together so jsut remember them and you will smile hey I do have a job now tho and it’s full time didn’t go to uni wasent for me I moved out of my moms as I could not stand her anymore and now I’m living in a flat in the back of my nans caring for her while I work life is pretty bad tbh but you will grow a lot in the later years of your teens and you should be proud of yourself I’m still a big kid I always will be if any of you need help I’m here I got you the biggest advice I can give tbh is love your grand parents hold them close love them as you genuinely never know when they will go on the brighter note if you are a guy don’t think with your dick trust me will save you a lot of troubleSee ya later teens I can’t wait to be get married and actually have money yaaaaay via /r/teenagers https://ift.tt/37zfRjl