I (27m) am head over heals in love with my landlord (26f) who started off as my trainee at a shit job I haven't worked at in years, grew to be one of my best friends AMA

Fuckin yikes, I realized tonight I am desperately in love with my landlord. She is in a relationship, as am I. I am poly, her current relationship is not. I desperately want to build a life with her, co parent with her ( we both have kids from previous relationships) and grow old with her. I am behind on my rent a couple months and since she is my landlord, I owe her the money. The concept that I might loose her as a friend is crushing because I am, in every since of the term, terrified of living a life without her. I love my current partner (32nb) dearly and don't want to loose them either. I don't know what to do but will honestly prolly just suffer in silence and not act on it. via /r/AMA https://ift.tt/36RRjSB