Ok heres my life story first so you can enjoy Apologies if its messy and the spelling is off im crying rnMy parents are Pakistani they didnt like each other at all my mither had to marry my father cause of her parents and its the same for my father They came to the uk with my fathers family they are cousins People asked why didnt thyet have kids so then they made me to please people My mum got abused by him it got worse when my brother was born It got really bad and he did something abd my mother had to call the police she had a few mosque friends they told her to call womens aid and they told her to choose between blackpool or another city my mumchoose the other city we moved into a womens shelter we stayed only for a bit cause my mum accidentally broke one off the rules and we ended up moving a couple of times to find a good place to live eventually we lived in a rented house we stayed there for quite a while until my mothers mental health deteriorated she was paranoid someone is gonna rape me and she was worried about my brother too but she was more focused on me cause im a girl i was also not going to school and eventually we got kicked out by our land lord cause he needed tge house for his daughterSo then the council have us a hotel to stay in eventually we moved into a temporary accommodation that was my last home with my motherMy mothers mental health worsened so bad she started sexually assaulting me and my brother cause she was trying to protect us she oneday sexually assaulted my brother and i told a person on here i teust them a lot and they told me its really damaging for my brother and i should tell social services they were already involved but for different reasons they were involved cause of school i had to choose between living with my mother and have me and my brother be hurt even more by her or go to a person who i really dont know and a persons familyI choose to tell my social worker she removed us the same day i emailed her i didn't wven get to day good bye peoperly to my mum I was then separated from my brother abd put in temporary foster care they have us for a week max until the social worker finds us a judge and proper foster carersThat foster carer her name was Michelle she was really nice and i felt better and there was a girl the same age as me and she was nice too Then i had to move my brother came with me as well we went to our proper foster carers and she was hell and her sonShe was a terrible person i felt worthless with herI had no one to go to cause i was turning into an adult so i had to live alone soon cause they couldnt keep me and my brother would be with them my father during that time was in new Zealand and came as soon as he could to the uk when he found out we were in care I wasnt ready to live alone ididnt have the skills for my age i missed out on a lot so we choose to move to our father we moved back into our original city and I've been unhappy rver since i feel likr I've betrayed my mother and myselfI feel like nobody loves me everyone ive been with has hurt me I also made a post on here and a guy wanted to chat me up i feel so used I've had this happen to me before im so tired of it via /r/SuicideWatch https://ift.tt/3mOOYNT
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