Help

I’m 14 I’ve been goin through verbal abuse abuse for years I’m just now realizing it seeing every one happy there normal life’s aren’t the parents telling them bad stuff like mine that is until I talked to kids at my school there family’s respect them make happy everything is okay while I’m expected to do everything at the age of 9 expected to translate English documents to Spanish if not my mom will eventually degrade me telling me I’m a piece shit .My sister put up with it she is happy with my parents while I’m not.I’d rather be poor and happy than rich and sad I’ve been expect to act as a adult my whole life I just wanna have friends go to school hang out not stay at home I do everything to please them they juge my actions without even knowing I try everything thing to please them when I genuinely ask for help or criticize them is seen like back talk which leads to more verbal abuse I can’t take it anymore my dad a lies I can’t I do everything right I I’m not lazy they say I am I just do won’t to wake up in the morning knowing what the day has ahead of me I just want to leave they gas light me manipulate me saying its all my fault it’s all my fault I can’t take I’m just hiding what they actually say to what they actually tell me is that there gonna slice my mouth open if I back talk even tho I don’t and barely talk or put my had on the stove .i notice something 2days ago more abuse over something I tried to clear up about we went to sleep the tears started going down but instead of cry I started laughing I’m scare I don’t want to see my family any more I want to get away never even go to court I just want to go but have the same school and friends and wonder full ppl I just want to go.can someone tell me what I can do to do that I.if you need to know more in order me to do that ask me more or just ask I general the gas light and and verbally abuse me please tell me what I can do. via /r/CPS https://ift.tt/364qSsh