Getting everything out of my system

I was born and raised in church, I’m not comfortable giving my name out since there is way to many people that know who I am. So much has change about church from what I can remember. Starting from dress codes, makeup, music, and everything else in between. I remember when someone would fornicate the pastors would make you get married even if you were under age. Obviously they deny it now, but for those that were members we know the truth. They would shame you in front of church and no member would be allow to talk to you or even give you (The peace of the Lord). At some point they started adapting not to practice that anymore, since more and more brother were against that and it was raising concerns. At kids studies we would get spanked, not anymore since parent started getting mad, they change that. Sisters had a dress code to follow but the sisters would wear this tight, tight skirts where you can see everything. Make up was supposedly banned, starting from the top we all know who!!! She was the first one wearing makeup and dying her hair. Music was supposedly bad, but everyone would listen to it. This became more and more popular and they even started doing concerts lol!!! The temple in beautiful province now is like a party city every time there is a holiday or his birthday they turn in to a show/theater. The church became a business, the same brother are the ones who put money out to support sales, offering, diesmos, and the little offering they ask for everything else. I seen brothers in need and the church doesn’t even care to help the brothers even after everything they do and give. But if we talk about the “royal family” this guys are taking exotic trips, staying in the best resorts, buying the most expensive food, flying on private charters while some of the members don’t even have something to eat. Perfect example the pictures captured at the World Cup, 2 weeks before holy supper when everyone needs to be consagrating!!! Berea tried covering it up but we all know it was him. Mean while there is the member that form the battalions suffering huger and some times having to work 2 jobs to support the labor and them selfs. Let’s not mention the properties they have, not only in the US but in Mexico and other parts of the world, worth Millions of dollars. Of course not including the amounts of cars they owned. They have all that by the hard work of the member. They use scare tactics to get in to the memberships mind. Like even if you have a bad thought about SOG, that you will go to hell. When you grow up with this type of phycology from the moment you are born of course you will believe it. The same is done the the ones that are new members, obviously you come from the world and you want something to believe in. They feed you this doctrine you will most likely believe it to. What’s interesting to me is how come the “Royal Family” members don’t get sent to third world countries?? For labor purposes!!! Lol unbelievable. How come they don’t tell the church that one of his brothers left his wife and kids? Why don’t they tell the church that one of his sisters his husband less because he left her and her kids as well? Why don’t they tell the church that he Son was caught driving under the influence? Why don’t they tell the church to follow the news of what is really happening in court. They say not to look at the news because it’s from the devil. They say it’s deep fake, they say not to align your self with those that left church. I’m sure after all this is over there will be a lot of marriages destroyed. There will be a lot of people banned from their families. There will be chaos between members and families, fathers, mothers, sons, and daughters thanks to the selfishness of some. I’m sure Christ did not teach this!!!! Or to make the church a business, or to shame people, or to separate. I wish I can say more but it’s becoming to long!!! via /r/exlldm https://ift.tt/3dxpRe6