Thursday, September 24, 2020

Frustrated


I moved in with 2(married) friends of mine and their family (1 kid 2 dogs) with my fiance. Im having trouble coping with it. Ive never had a dog before so living with them is a big and annoying change. I love dogs just not 24/7 I guess. I also don't like kids. They have a 3 year old that constantly craves my attention since I always talk to him when everyone is playing video games. They play video games every night all night. I want to go out and do things rather than sit in a basement the entire day. I know it's covid so it's not like we can do much but it's still wearing me out.I lost my job and can't find another one because of covid. I have no money beyond the small amount I get from unemployment currently since they killed the $600 a week. Now I'm down to $80 which I'm trying to save to buy a house and pay off my credit card. I had to ask my parents for grocery money last week.My fiance has given up on our sex life. He used to try and turn me on but now it's just making out for a few mins and straight to insertion. It's painful and not worth the outcome. He's never given me an orgasm and doesn't try to anymore. I have depression and since we moved it's been acting up frequently and I'm sure he's tired of it which I feel badly about. I feel annoyed that he's happy with the life we have atm. I know I should be happy but TBH most days I'm miserable.Sorry. via /r/Vent https://ift.tt/3j2hlWq

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