Today has been really tough. I’ve had a rough week, honestly. Being a teacher during this pandemic is exhausting. I love the actual teaching part and interacting with kids. But what admins and parents are putting on teachers, combined with the general stress of not knowing anything, I’m tired. I get reverse seasonal depression during summer (I know it isn’t summer but it’s still 100+ F where I live). I woke up with a migraine yesterday and have had a headache ever since. My girlfriend and I were both irritable yesterday and we kind of had a disagreement. There wasn’t really any resolution. I tend to beat myself up when I upset my girlfriend and I was a mess last night. Woke up today feeling even worse. I keep switching between feeling completely overwhelmed and completely numb. I don’t know. I’m just exhausted and trying really hard not to go into a dark place and it isn’t really working. I just want this stress and fatigue and anxiety to go away. via /r/Vent https://ift.tt/2HuFfMd
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