Does anyone here have intrusive thoughts and intrusive fears of having killed someone or commited a serious crime or crimes ?

18 M hereI've had this for a while on and off and but not commonly and only occasionally but last night I had a really disturbing dream where all the children in my place were being taken by eagles and the parents were terrorised ... And I was just there watching ... As If it was entertaining and part of me thought it was good since the kids in my society were pricks anyway.... Followed by a part in the dream where I remembered killing people with guns ... And it felt like all the memories were real so I decided to visit a psych in my dream then I woke up now I only remember a part of that dream and I'm not familiar with any location there. And I tried to remember everything over the years but I don't think I remembered anything like it but I do have cases of "false memories" but the fact that I don't know if those are false memories or not are equally scary. As for that eagles taking children part , I'm scared it says something about my subconscious ... and given the type of lack of empathetic behaviour and the mental instability ... (I almost threw a brick on someone when I was 11 because I was being bullied) even at school when I was 5 , I was aggressive and violent plus I remember causing harm out of curiosity to some of my classmates years ago , I'm scared those aren't false memories and I might have actually killed someone or some animals .... Or some other henius crimeHas anyone experienced anything similar ? via /r/Anxiety https://ift.tt/3ktEzVW