Ok here goes, I've had enough.

I'm almost 16 years old and I never acted like I was an average teenager. I never had strong emotions, never sought personal space and never went to sleep without saying good night to my parents. I was always a different person, I never got one of those fancy haircuts all of my classmates did, never went to the movies with my friends thinking everyone would see me as the "teenager walking around". Now I'm in 11th grade and compelled to study for hours every single day while still trying to spend time with my family even though I don't like it because if I don't my mom will be extremely sensitive and think like she's losing her child. Even in these times my family is calling guests twice or thrice a week and whenever i try to do something for myself I always end up a shy kid in the room trying to interact with guests. I've made several attempts to tell my parents but I feel like either I or my parents will break down and I feel like it's my fault because I've made them used to this lifestyle of me being a sweet little boy who loves his parents. I've lost on the window of having a solo life and I kinda regret it.Thanks via /r/rant https://ift.tt/3lzC6JX