After mulling it over for weeks, I’ve decided not to acknowledge his birthday tomorrow. It makes me sad to think about him sitting all lonely in his house alone but I keep reminding myself that that’s what he chose over spending it with me. I had so many things planned for him, including an Audrey Piñata (he loves little shop of horrors) and I rented out a trampoline park for an hour for when we got back from our leaf change getaway and all sorts of special cards, because he loves cards. I went harder than usual because I knew his friends wouldn’t break quarantine. He also has a history of really crappy birthdays going all the way back to when he was a kid and his parents would go away without him on vacation because their anniversary fell close to that date, and one of the things I promised is that I’d make the rest of his birthdays special to make up for what his parents denied him. I meant it too. Cancelling all that stuff and throwing away the rest was heartbreaking but I knew it had to be done.Tomorrow’s going to be a long day. Thank god I am super busy with work. via /r/BreakUps https://ift.tt/3d2ImqC
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