Abuse

AbuseLong story short, I’m 20 year old male. I was sexually abused as a child. I don’t think it was intentional but, I was exposed to sex a lot as a kid. I’d cry all the time at night because I could hear them having sex. They’d do it in the room with us in it, while we were asleep. Then years later, I’m a preteen and my mom is a heroine addict, and she starts allowing men to come in the house so she could make a quick buck. I wasn’t stupid when she would tell me to go upstairs. My dad would literally walk around the house all day with his hands in his pants I guess playin with himself. He thought we didn’t know what he was doing but we did. My dad was obsessed with sex and would give my mother money she could get drugs. Then because he gave her money for drugs, he would make her feel like she owed him something. My mom would argue all the time that she didn’t want to fuck but eventually she’d give in. What’s worse is that my dad would do the same thing to her friends. It’s such a burden to bare knowing all this icky shit about my parents. My moms dead now but I still live with my dad. I haven’t told anyone about this kinda shit ever, just makes me feel icky and needed to get this off my chest. via /r/TrueOffMyChest https://ift.tt/36Ia6zG